just a couple of minutes here...

today is rapidly descending into chaos of uncertainties and shoulds and shouldn'ts and do's and not dones...

it is cold... my efforts to do the no heating thing have been successful in miniature... heating goes off before i get in... in truth though it is the wind chill that is cold something of the ambience... what we see is the various people huddled in doorways looking thoroughly miserable.... there are so many though it is so easy to walk past them there is so little as well as so much we can do... it feels though too heavy a burden to stop for someone who is drug crazed is.... a few weeks ago when it really was cold i was chatting with a friend when suddenly this person wandered into the street and stood aimlessly while a car honked its horn... i noticed they were not well clothed and had startlingly no socks.... the wandered off into and along the road clearly disorientated... homeless? not necessarily so quite a lot of people are housed but poverty stricken... i confess after praying i lost interest...

it can take a single significant moment to completely change one's fortunes... for some it may be something like winning the lottery life will never be the same again.....  life has become so complex though it is small wonder that folks particularly those who are isolated or have great friends who don't take a practical interest .. that is when things start to slide or go wrong.... there are so many bills endless unforeseen circumstances....

quite a shocking example was shared on the radio recently... Jamie Bulger's father was interviewed... now it is clear that ok no idea what he was like before the murder of his child but however many years on he is a wreck and he graphically described the day in effect he cannot trust in life again... one hopes and prays GOD will Grace into him but until something rescues him he is in a state of anxiety and a wreck.... life fallen apart ... it was shocking to listen to him helpless afraid .... so many folks i have spoken to have just ended up there... one minute managing the next... buff the no guarantees of life ....there but for the Grace of GOD.... if GOD is that GOD then please GOD be a bit about like everywhere for everyone

GOD BLESS!

Peace and Love,