lent .. a journey of solitude treasured solitude... where one breaks away from the social norms of the time... to give up a little luxury to kneel with the poor to recognise Jesus more to be close we do this for ....
hey me there...
i'm on a hidden solitude... i am kindof obsessed with the Heidi Baker thing ... i say this only cos as i have been stating all the more frequently of late.... the only christian on this earth i can take seriously ... well that has to be a bit of an exageration... but actually there's encouragement and prophesy in that life showed all over the place... you see one knows one is in a backwater when folks has eyes lit up thristy desirous of guest speakers that's gonna make it all right... the if only's of the christian faith.... this last year i have been ..... well not overly concerned with conferences... you see i have been to a few with the great anticipation and the great excitement and the great return and the great fizzle out .... in this backwater is it different that one comes home excited and then guess what everyone is full of indifference .... is it that one reacts the same way when someone else comes back all filled up?.... you see the last few speakers i was commissioned by GOD to be in the same room as they all say the same thing you gotta get it on with Jesus there's no two ways about it .... it may not be their hysterical exhortation though that in itself wouldn't be a bad message... i have jested that if i were ever in that ghastly place of speaker above all things with the voice louder than the rest electronically magnified that there is only one message.... hey guys what are you doing here? go and get it on with Jesus! you can't walk someone else's faith .... it resonates with Jesus and the disciples Jesus asks the disciples who do they say i am ... well that's pretty much as far as church and the theologians get ..... and you know what Jesus says: and who do you say i am... the answer given rests not only on personal knowledge but also Revelation... and that's kindof like neither nor bookstuff.... or second hand info cos realistically we would have to say ... well soandso says thisthatandtheother and i believe soandso.... (why? ) and you know i wish they would! ..... but with Jesus there is no second hand answers.... there is no authenticity without the first hand experience and Revelation... well that's what i think and that is more or less why nobody interests me as speaker... that is not to say that GOD can't refresh my soul with a preaching moment or two.... but the bottom line has to be surely i't what GOD does in the present isn't it ?.....
ok well this year i had the extraordinary addition to my experience of not wanting to go then not wanting to read then not wanting to go then GOD getting the better of me and then i read and went with some suspicion.... and GOD got the better of me... you can't go to a place and then what.... this was GOD's answer to my reluctance to travel to listen to anyone.... it was a journey in listening to GOD ... did i have to go to a special place to do that?.. it threw me completely it was about we do nothing GOD has it all does it all.... those were the words.... we provide the circumstance a preacher elsewhere described.... hang on this is my argument
i hope you are spotting the flaws in my argument... all my 'heros'... have had Blessing sought Blessing where the Holy Spirit is sought the council of GOD are led both by the Spirit and GOD place has a setting as does the social journey christian among christian... and / or!
GOD BLESS!
Peace and Love,
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