Message #2116

[ecuworrier]

http://www.revivalfires.org.uk/downloads/sermons/LoveLooksLikeSomethingHeidiBaker.mp3

just listening to this from .... being a groupie by ???....  me a groupie??? i thought i might have been there.... that makes me any less a groupie?  this groupie notion makes me think though.... earlier was listenin to something else and the threads just kept  ....   well there we were back at square one!... i don't know why i am so well... i guess it's about the stories like the multiplication of chocolate at a church some place i mean.... the Healings the miracles the unlikely events the unlikely but true... does this change anything ? what if it doesn't what if ... what ifs the place we like to stay in the fiction of whatifs....  someone speaking of bonding to Jesus completely ... it's almost impossigle to imageine that someone would of their own nature voluntariy have a passion so irresistable for Jesus that it becomes a driving force of adventure... now why would anyone in theri right mind do that... ? or is it that it takes a right heart a right mind a right understanding.... is this the life of the laissez faire don't care of the adventure the reckless judgement cos listening seems that' spretty much got to be the kindof thing! that's going on....  for someone to be apparently blind to risk?  i mean the levels of stress the levels of danger our risk averse christianity our risk averse culture apart from the freeloading yob elements ... that we see these events or stories...or listen or can't keep away of what... that listen again? or where is the thing missing!  GOD shows up oh and the person was there in the first place!.. as i listen i see the cultural space i don't feel any connection with the place where the folks listen to a story and laugh at the places that Heidi Baker is very adroit at finding those connections the place where laughs and i sit in silence i fell exhausted ... it's not so much about Heidi Baker actually i haven't a clue there is something that draws me some place that i can't go just yet or so it feels it's the only place i feel i can go spiritually right now which is pathetic or prophetic but hey i have discovered that pentecost 2011 is June 12th

GOD BLESS!

Peace and Love,