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Re: ... the er ... lent blog 2011(cont'd)
« Reply #15 on: April 16, 2011, 16:14:52 »
hmmm  today has been a bit full on in a peculiar way... amidst the sense of buzz about how Amazing GOD is still brimming full from yesterday....

i join them for street stuff and find that  i am late and the organiser is out in full today with those well they is well they says but don't seem to be full of the joys of spring the face of religiosity me i tense up somewhat....  i'm here to help out GOD (i thinks me say) and i don't experience a sense of welcome.... or Joy to the World that i believe fervently this street stuff is about.... someone is being prayed for and that is someone i recognise so i joins in .....   mog is out with a word for me followed by another word both completely pertinent those Words we need to remember....

 just a prompt will do

last night... i was pondering something that mog had told someone else as theri word ... it occured to me as i was listening that hey this... the way mog spoke it it was like he was addressing me hey GOD was addressing me ...   i fetlt spoken to this Word as Word kept coming up like it was meant to be paid attention to even though it was the Word given to this person and that .....and there i was kept being told this Word and it was this 'I want you to get into the Word more'   'I want you to get into the Word(s) more' now my reaction to this was a slight cringe .....ouhho religiosity alert.... he means the bible......   i understand that's what mog meant and tbh me there is no way that i is overly reading the bible right now.... i mean i is well me read the bible more....  let's be clear i am not objecting.....   let's also be clear now this is what i felt when i was last told this ... but last night as i was reminiscing on those words .... something happened ..... now the religious person full of faith will tell you that the full digest would take them all the way to the bible probs not then and there it has to be said .. though sometimes any reading of the bible is more tjhan what the christian is fulltiming on.....  but i was remembering what mog said and as i remembered something happened and i understood it was the doing of the Word it was the standing in the Word it was the Spiritual and physical and personal and doing response... and i tell you i was really excited about this!!!  in that moment.... GOD was telling me GOD meant me meant business about being in the Word the act of Receiving 'My Word Promises for you'

that word is perfect... GOD knows i is feelin crap almost unwelcome and mog tells me somethin that has me buzzing and straight to more work... never mind what is going on in the head of the religious person....  someone comes by with some cakes for us... we help ourselves ...me i thinks of breaking bread and says somethin...    me is chewin gum at the time so i search pockets for somewhere to put the gum and then look round for a bin and start towards it i is sayin somethin along the lines of GOD appointment so when no sooner has my gum disposed ... i see someone + dog that my post streetstuff fag has brought me into acquaaintanceship with ... i had previously prayed for the dog .... the dog leaps up ... me i is holding my cake aloft out of reach but dog is sittling waiting...  owner laughs cos owner has just bought some treats for the dog in a bag and tells the dog is really not interested in cakes at all!... well dog is really interested in this one and i laugh sharing a small piece the dog wants more ... haha... i is breaking bread with the dog and thrilled!