big sigh... tick tock the clock clocks on .... its all a question of timing.....  what is everything is especially music whatever the feel..... been on that tour today... it's felt frustrating..... and actually i think.... well it's most annoying cos someone has not been practising and now is well fed up what a waste of a day..!!! in truth i didn't practise too hard cos well our day was a bit reorganised... which we knew in advance.... and the old temptations creeping in the trimelessness of timality the primal instinct to be on time ! ready everything be prepared!.... for what well if you don't know then just be prepared for anything for everything! it's silly but it's clear willy nilly has to rhyme to satisfy the time.. is that it? music is weird we talk about language like we understand in the same way as we do the rest of things  but surely if we did then would we really need all those props and wouldn't we be able to piece things together from the bits left here there and everywhere all that sound and breath and things?

well so being prepared for a strange day meant that i didn't practise cos i didn't need to?  well no actually i was made to feel silly...  cos actually no i had sat there last night and said i cna't be bothered disrupted week sulk hard and sleep!  did i use that i hadn't practised? no actually i used that i had practised... and that's the point? if i had practised more?

meanwhile had to contend with sound and more sound of speaking mostly and some lessons ... it was weird though so much deja vue people in context out of context..... and that time thing again the same lessons different people the same lessons.... you have to take notes write that down.... and then you look at what you have 'transcribed' and within rules you play... i talked to a journalist ... and we talked about the accuracy of language the rules being that before the rules there were no rules ... so why do we need all that rules and regulations... if i sigh and say that's just convention it's up to you what you do with it... why does GOD's LAW follow those paths? rather than something along the lines of newtonian physics the either or of whether the boulder lands on your toe....  When Jesus (sermon on the mount) says it's not what goes into a man that counts it's what comes out Jesus ain't kidding.... i am reminiscing on the contents of the inside of my head going down the street on the whole before being rescued from the swamp i dealt with what was there now i am rescued sometimes i feel really embarrassed especially when we think of Jesus... is that why christians you know the ones that wash behind theri ears don't actually think of Jesus? or try to talk? ...  no it's what's in the head too now wash your mouth out


it really is the timing that counts and GOD is good at
GOD BLESS!

Peace and Love,