in the middle of town help! completely out of communication... the old ways of knowing when and where collapse with a bit of weather and now here i am thinking help... hey but how many poor folks do you know who don't have mobile phones! i am feelin left out... am i missin out on somethin... meanwhile all around me stuff just vanishes! and me i is chasing my tail apparently for want of somethin better to do with the moment...
... time and place matter ... and i keep finding myself in the same place ... and am i doin what i think i am doin? well no! but is GOD doin what GOD wants doin well yep!... i ask GOD if GOD help me do what i ... i want some sort of deadline for accomplishment and you know what GOD says yes will help and you know what? me i wander off and do somethin else! never quite managing this sense of accomplishment.... hey maybe that is what i am doin right now sort of!... but hey i ain't got to where i is feels needzs to be or so i think? i was telling someone the story of a journey of some weeks to get somethin done and how GOD engineered things.. right on time showing me that GOD was on the case manoevering others and bringing GOD's best.. over the weekend i find myself being reflected back to... sounds like you are fighting with GOD when you need to ... well yes ! sometimes we needs to have a good scrap to move forwards... there is something about the stillness the sullenness of silence the scariness of moments ticking by leaving you behind ... there is only one... tick ticktick... only one tick tock tick tock... one chance to make things happen?.... or even one moment gone by?.... GOD and happenings what if we miss the moment... there is something about the discipline of being on time? of being in time that i feel that i lacks.... me i am more like the Dali picture of something just falling off it's framework slow pliable slide... is this life is this New Life? GOD?
GOD BLESS!
Peace and Love,
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