riding the angel wings...

well... cos and cos and cos.... when i arrive i find that not many folks are there... a key contributer is absent and they are short... i feel mellow verily so....  it's meant to be... i get a rare invite to someone's birthday party not by themselves but a friend and then earlier today i find that there is a gig in town that i planeed to go to and am now invited .. it's terribly busy this time and i have already booked this that and the other and a whole lot of juggling....   can i do everything can i do everything that GOD plans? i ask and as i think ergo i get an answer....  i feel thrilled somehow... i just LOVE GOD!...

i set my alarm i tell GOD i wake up in Good time and then i nod off again and then i am staring at the clock that says late!... oh no with all the other things i has to do!... things like changing showers and stuff...  combing hair all takes far too long... i arrive at location check for equipment it has gone... go to location nobody there ... go back equipment not there go off to possible alternative and there is person in charge... yes i was dragging my heels... and actually there is only the me of it... adding to the them of pic... i am off for a coffee and fag... which actually i take quite close by... praying where i sit .... it's a beautiful time really... a beautiful melody... adjusting to GOD's Grace GOD's Sovereignty and all that GOD is all that we ask of GOD for Who GOD IS that I AM in thge present in the presence!!!... one person very long lovely chat... prayers interrupted by what...  i am learning fast it seems not to get in the way by all the ways we can somehow get in the way today....

i arrive back at the base alone have stayed behind to look at stuff... i have lingered with a street vendor.. and discover no i knew i didn't know what Lady Gaga looked like i wouldn't have expected her to look like that!////  i must seem particularly odd.... but hey i pray anyway.. at base i find someone and have a moan about the change in venue... actually i quite like that it meant GOD has somehow transported me to where stuff is .. nobody told me though i discover there was some such conversation the day previously... but hey i don't need to know? like i actually sensed yesterday that i might get a contribution if i turned up and actually GOD did apparently lurch me in the right direction which i vered off from as soon as i spotted someone i have had conflict with... what would i have done? dunno? i am kindov asked about where i was... and i kindov point out that without the various forms of communication systems i do not have there is no chance of getting from A to B except that GOD///  hey can't i get that.... what really blows me away is someone from a pub where i hang out for the sport from time to time... complements me on my contribution even though i have not contributed ... i do have to check with their data first though... but no the contribution is for in other words GOD let GOD have the full gammut of praise.. i am blown away and humbled!...like GOD is keeping going the flame of encouragement alive.... and well!!!

anyway person leaves next person arrives... and it's oddly awkward but GOD with the Holiness He Has GOD doesn't require me to read bible but sometimes it helps.... i am asked how i am i answer honestly that i feel  a little grumbly i have previously been grumbling a bit so i acknowledge that in other words the issue is not gone... np says about making a decision... i recognise the religious sojnding ways that's going on there... and i can't follow i make a comment kindov in that direction.. the Spirit is what it is... i find i have to go back to it and point out it's more than a few words... np takes this!... but we sit silently and np we both np has a real soak at some point i get up and tend to something hey you know what i want to sing and hum away i do.. when i come back np rises out of revery and wow it's like i've just arrived in the same space as np am greeted like a loved friend... wow!... we sort out teams pray beautifully and go out ... we just have a beautiful time... seems a bit of Scripture is making straight for my companion it comes up it's been elevated for their attention and study....  i end up getting it out for them... uysusally bibles are hidden away but today... they are everyway... and everywhere... and there we are... there is something Shaba about today! folks are flocking to read our boards and  maybe too our literature... it's just awesome like folks is queuing.. though we focus on the one before us...


GOD BLESS!

Peace and Love,



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