haha oh dear...

yesterday was a spectacularly everything well... i whispered to someone that i got my come-uppance in a sort of way...  managed to offend somebody in the nonchristian stuff... oops how to deal with it... try to eat humble pie when actually i became offended.... i feel though that GOD was trying to get my attention .... me and offended person were at cross wires and there was no room for me to go through a learning curve in my own sweet time ... well not like that anyhow... there was a Blessing? offended person didn't want to engage with me on mutual venture and to be frank the feelings were mutual! but circumstances dictated some sort of liaison... in end effect a kind of rift forced me to do what my heart was kindof asking for which was a non liaison.... achieved untidily... and now i'm the bad guy... and opening of doors..

gottago

finding new folks to laise with...  i explain to someone ... i'm not really one to burn bridges... in effect.... they seem surprised... i'm my best pr guru it seems!

but the evening though my personal humiliation... oh and it gets worse! my contributions with offended person are well... !!! the second one... am about to contribute whennn... in walks two people of substantial contribution a fear overcomes me and i have the absolute most embarrassing effort ...  what's more embarrassing is another wow late contributor insists i go and say jhi.. we have met before in related circumstances... they are both extremely unpretentious and gracious.... this is the great and the good wow i feel quite emotional... the latecomers are overwhelmingly Amazing!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!  there are many lessons of the day.... i have witnessed nothing like it from one of them wwwwwwoooooowwwww!!!  it's unbelievable like from another universe!... .. sometimes it is just about going with GOD and letting GOD do the GOD bit!... and if i look silly hey what's it to me!?

well today is another day....  and has just been spectacularly Blessing...   street stuff was oddly curtailed where were the others?... i go from one location to another to find a random cjhat with somebody... what's beautiful is i am kindov passing the day with them... just chatting but GOD never does just chagtting... i keep asking questions i am liking talking to this person... we end up talking about books an unlikely subject for me and a random reach back in history about ... favourite books one significant book leads to another and suddenly we are talking about .... a real heroine! Joan of Arc wow factor or what for my companion the serenity of her under judgement leads to conversion factor effect of the guards? something along those lines... me i've got a picture of Ingrid Bergman with an arrow sticking out of her and talk about the miracle of Healing in battle that i'm not entirely sure about.. it's the charisma to get everyone to listen to her that appeals to my companion.. i put the events down to GOD i am i admit struggling with the actual battle ready warrior maiden image ... but am excited about.. hey you know what they wanted her to renounce all that battle stuff the armour and the short hair for a bit of feminitity and then she woulfd have been saved... but for a minute that's what it seems to boil down to but i confess i can't quite remember the detail... but that for a second she goes along with it and then suddenly comes to her senses: hearing the voice of GOD was something she believed she had.. and that was that... and there the serentiy!  GOD gets returned to mention and role.... and... suddenly we are in CS Lewis... who was religious... it's not a series of books the Narnia stuff that says much to me but for my companion....  we are interrupted but quirky or what!....

some streetstuff actually happens... wow! GOD is GOOD!

we take up our place and ... it is cold! .... i ask GOD to warm our place and quite suddenly i can feel some warmth.. GOD is asking me what temperature i would like i am feeling the well it's like the carribbean ... i am marvelling at that GOD asks what temperature !....


i am taken surprised by that GOD is well wow! i am not person invisible today for some reason how GOD IS GOD!.. aND I FEEL MOVED! an act of Goodwill brings a beautiful conversation and a very moving one... GOD brings someone into our consciousness and i rush after them withg a simple offering to love in the simplicity .... i feel quite emotional.. GOD jhas some other stuff to do with the breaking the ice...

GOD BLESS!

Peace and Love,

MUCH LOVE JESUS HAS FOR YOU! HAVE YOU HEARD JESUS TELL YOU TODAY?