Message #3652

[ecuworrier]

today has also been a gribbly day i have just left someplace full of explatives but asking for the Love of the Holy Spirit as i go... the problem i am trying to get out quite suddenly tout de suite! and technology is defying me .... the problem since i am not otherwise in much of a hurry ....  the unwelcome as well as about time too appearance of someone needed to do some other technology... why shoudl i complain? i have had a whole session of pretty much peace and getting on with stuff that is required of me as well as adding one or two bits to that... as well as i should be completely delighted to find out that person who has just arrived is gravitating towards.... well an experienced christian has offered them a bit of training and the possibility of doing some work with them.. so suddenly life is looking up for them so Praise GOD HALLELUJAH! it's this that's pissing me off....  me i am thinking that is all very well but actually what about dealing with the stuff that is left pretty much undealt with... it feeds into a perception that masculinity has amongst itself acted out particularly in patriarchal environments that argues that a man has to work... you've heard that one said in patriarchal mainstream i'm sure ... and if work is not available in a format that resembles 'work' then crisis sets in and seems like 'the man about the house' cannot do the things that's needed to be done, and cannot develop in a resourceful way... i know i am exagerating but look i have just run from the hills by what i can so obviously see that is so obviously lost on the male christian chums of pwhja ... it's a wider thing than just pwhja of course.... and it completely pissed me off with the person who died.... tpwd

a man has to have work.... means it is completely irrelevant to women...to be engaged socially in the big machine that is society? having listened several times to the same phrase being used that is the clear conclusion i have from the nuance as well as interesting attempts at entering discourse...

tpwd died at a time when they had left a particular merry band... it was widely thought a) that tpwd should have work and also b) tpwd should not be in work due to.... health... but it was more than that tpwd was pretty good at telling one person one thing ommitting critical factual stuff one place and telling anotheer something else.... why was it that i seemed to be the only person who could see it ....

it was .... well tpwd could be terribly reliable in some ways and completely in a totally convincing fashion completely inept ... sooo if i had a business the only way i could 'employ' them would have been to create a charity position where they were totally supervised so creating a completely non-position in terms of the efficacy of my business.... which is of itself not necessarily the worst thing to do so enabling the qualities they had ... giving them the space they might actually need .... and not relying on them for anything that is of importance.... you see if i give you completely mishandled information convinced of its veracity on which you need to act and it turns out to be error strewn or the like ... then you know what that's a crisis that needs fixing for me! at least amidst  the bits that function!.... for

tpwd  acted out  the giving of information with complete authority as an art form ... it establishes relationship power heirarchy and the fact that it is incorrect and even might cause damage kill someone etc... similarly tpwd relied on information completely out of relation to it's veracity and usefulness and was apparently incapable of assessing input that was appropriately judged .. tpwd completely relied on the ignorant authority figure ..... to provide well authority.... you see all this is status driven whereas to run something of importance smoothely everyone has to think for themselves on their feet and be alert to the possibility of risk as well as be a good judge of risk....  at the point tpwd departed from that particular community something was not working.... and that was not understood by those who could do something about it... it was as time went on nothing that could be sorted with a kindly hand out or a kindly meal.. that's the glue of middle class manners but it doesn't invest in the BIG G the Gospel demands setting free... and nobody was looking at or for the BIG G... everyone was looking to the bit of GOD that is feel Good factor ...

the one thing that tpwd was available for in 'a ' church was church service where they were deploid until something did not click any more... but more important the one thing that leadership might have been given was Spiritual Awakening creating a Spiritual soldier of Christ...but tpwd wanted more that soul wanted more! and more was not forthcoming!....

 you see i am not quite only being a bit of idealism here... i saw that Spiritual man of Christ once years ago stand up tall a GOD made person... that quickly disappeared again....  it begs for me the question what is church about if it is not recovering that person GOD made to be? that was one thing that apparently person was totally unsuitable for to be nurtured in that direction... tpwd did ask and was given a black and white answer plain NO no imagination there then! when i was eventually told this i felt completely furious!  this was surely an opportunity missed and surely begs the question of what that church is all about cos if it cannot do an honest account of GOD's Success with those planted there by GOD how can it be anything but of the men who run it ie the middle class elite pompous in theri ignorant assessment of their own privelege...  all that happened was the chips came down... and it was all status related and cos it was status related the status folks got lost in their status blind spots on all aspects of status heirarchy being an obstacle .... at a memorial thing the word pride... in the sense of pride got in the way you know that victorian ideal that biblical concept dressed up as a victorian dress.... the problem was all tpwd's... i baulk at this!....tpwd was in some ways completely helpless to the problems that created the world made person who twpd had become all that potential lost.... and not gained except through expedience within church environment... not just one church but church after church....

 what twpd expected what we all expect is church is a team of disciples we are all learning about ... one Jesus and the gang of followers and growers all growing along... growing to be person of GOD GOD made person ... instead we got church as we know it a competition of masculine heirarchies...... all its biteoffs all that IS isn't allowed to be ... without permissions.....  status authority and all that...

i see it again now .... but in the case of pwhja the rescue is the satisfying of earthly worldly concerns... to the exclusion of the REAL BIG G THE POWER OF THE GOSPEL TO SET MAN AND BEAST FREE

and get off women's backs!


AND stop using masculine agreed methods of oppression to divide and rule...

'a peace that is no peace' a peace i detest  GOD WHERE ARE YOU?
GOD BLESS!

Peace and Love,