Message #362

[ecuworrier]

...what constitutes a luvverly day?

it's been wonderful...  still on GMT meant that i woke up just in time to be late for street stuff hurried in...   what can i say?  Christians ... some folks were quite clear that Christianity was something that they didn't want... in theri lives... quite a repeated chant... listening to someone from church being incredulous that homosexuals not interested in church... now why would that be!? i challenged them they mumbled something that kind of made it all sound interesting more anon? hmmm i wonder!... like how many folks attend regularly what's gay?  anyhow it made me think!  the rejection of christianity thing when we are there to offer GOD's Love!

highpoint though... post street stuff fag... everyone's gone... when someone who i had spotted on the streets earlier...  does something most peculiar they approach me very directly  telling me about an ailment... i offer to pray... wow they saw me earlier? apparently not to my amazement!  prayer was needed though as one ailment was only the superficial tip of the iceberg!  i felt so oooo humbled...

'nother highpoint took me by surprise... what's the probs i is thinking as someone rushes forward to tell me that Jesus is behind me telling me it's safe.... these things one needs to absorb...  at the time i was thinking hey i don't know .. i'm feelin ok aren't i?

footie's a relief... i gos in to watch thinking 2-0 down oh no... last match there was 4-0 by the end of a bad day at the office for my team....   but hey

i go out and about and within quick succession i have bumped into one person i have not seen for a while who points me in the direction of another.. though i am a little nervous of..... but go to see them they are pretty friendly actually ... bump into another who i haven't seen ... then creme de la creme of bumping into friends i haven't seen for a while this is all within an hour or so!......   have they seen me or not not sure i call out to them we are passing on the same side of the street... i haven't seen them for over a decade... they jolt into recognition....  we agree we hjaven't changed and yet... we both have within different stories.... mine is about the Garden of Eden ... which seems a bit weird.... but i tell as it comes about Jesus Rescue.....  and i find myself talking about that door is open.....  and i find myself preaching to myself somehow that open door the IS of open door and how exciting that is like the limits is not the door cos it is open!!!! 

the thing i like about Jesus is that Jesus wants to Bless my enemies!!!! 

we agree that we both look like we've changed inside and i like that person's stories  too  there is something of the softness of ...they've found the  hippy in hippy somehow i am thinking to myself

i reminis later  about this person there's something well actually quite a lot i like about them we used to have a shared activity ...  but the image that sticks out for me was: .... after some social once... we were all standing outside on the street in the dark it was late i was a chirstian by then and i recall this little cat came along miawing ..... looking down i think us all to a human cringed at the sight of a very mangy small cat i know i did... but not this person straight down to tend to it risk of fleas and whatever else aside... now find a Christian ....  i was deeply moved by this small gesture of selfless compassion 

i find myself invited to a new phase and group of that shared activity....