have escaped... a feel of phew... leaving the religious folks watching a video... a visitor has brought a dog.... visitor says eat the christians the dog is completely dopy uninterested in important person in the church... visitor says there you're not an authentic christian.... to ipc ... a little later i have a question to ask ipc... the dog starts barking at me... i grin and say there i am recognisable as a christian.... dog doesn't appear to stop ... apparently it's the hat i'm wearing i take it off dog stops barking make friends with dog.... i was listening to the video from the next room and just completely not feeling inspired to join the pair ... it's been a day of churchmen somehow and it raises my hackles i just do not recognise stuff....as Jesus.... someobody phones someone else and the call is going on for some time i pray and say 'Jesus sends His Love' to say to person on the other end.... person at my end thinks this is really quaint and passes it on in what feels like a bizarre fashion.... this is my church on a day to day and the good days are marvellous and the exception... i sigh i said at the head of this i escaped.... well the video they were watching was the life and death of Lonnie frisbee an odd choice perhaps.... ipc is kind of proud of the fact that ipc wants everyone to see this.... well i have seen it and reminisce the times gone by when i did see it was inspired by the charisma of the Spirit it's the opening chapters of John Wimber and tour de force that has been the Vineyard movement of churches that also had a part in the Toronto Airport churches no doubt others oh fed into Bethel Redding California..... so a pretty interesting legacy... but i was thoroughly unimpressed with the carry on of the folks in the movie and extremely disappointed with the half finished analysis and really underwjhelmed with what the goodly right wing christian tendency folks i watched it with the first time were actually watching....
ipc is a big fan of all 3 church movements and therefore prides self on the hip desire to be less stuffy ... really i think ipc would love to be american and probs that would do nice enough.... image is not my number one priority by any means..... but ipc at times struggles but really is upheld by his church intellectual interests is a right wing evangelical in truth and sadly in spirit also and biazrely not in heart..... but Paul said about the renewal of the mind as a thought process to ultimately trump Jesus and GOD softening hearts and all that ,,,,,,and so i have absolutely no desire to sit and watch the life and death of Lonnie frisbee to listen to him ranting rubbish about how hip he is .... ipc is pretty odd though for ipc has a soft heart... unfortunately soft hearted and head started don't really mix ... i drew a comparison in one of my lost posts with someobdy else i know both with a passion to teach their fields... sadly i see ipc as GOD Loved but man spoiled and ipc's own self image does not quite help.... like what is ipc prepared actually to do to... other than teacjh ....ipc rests on ipc's laurels rests on the people who have inspired ipc and talks about them and talks about GOD.... listening to about GOD is what seems to be tolerably enough for most of the congregation and ipc is offended that i don't want to listen to those talks full of the spirit of man and manipulations as well as Holy Spirit Inspired words... it's not for me.... GOD has already showed me that GOD doesn't need me to sit and listen to actaully teach me ... i don't like being talked down to and really if someone cannot actually show evidence of transformation from the good bits spoken to a crowd towards in their real lives which bit should one avoid? the church or the real life version... the comparison with the non christian is interesting... the non christian is prone to waffle on on the drone of their own voice .... lovely person... the non christian i find somehow much more inclusive and much more interested in the development of all the folks they are charged with theri growth and development... there is no comparison.... that church stifles while the churchmen's big helpless ego gets in the way hence the church carries on regardless while churchmen stifle and grovel and do the ... in some ways it's a shame these men's roles are not reversed... i could see unlimited growth potential with the non christian busy as GOD Warrior... while too many blinkers are about as far as the ipc is concerned..... i walked out of the atmosphere of spite and homosexuality... in other words the 'spirit' of homosexuality was one of spite is one that is made up nurtured and manufactured within the hate proposals of certain enclaves of teahcing and er normative role playing withing the church.. it's a human manufactured scheme.... let's be clear here we are not talking actual sexuality or actual same sex attraction we are talking the anals of spite of a picture bound ... we are not talking about GOD's Love or the Day of Favour of the Lord we are talking the spite and misapprehension and misconception that is misconstrued within a ridiculous paradigm of so called biblical living that creates completely ridiculous expectations and demands on the human that GOD does not want for them... it is only when i have left the room that i am aware of the invective vindictiveness.... i leave not because i am a bad person demons fleeing but in that moment i have things to do... that all week there has been an atmosphere of spite and struggling ..... as soon as i am out i am able to breathe freely i say to Jesus thatkyou Jesus out loud ... the film of Lonnie Frisbee is incomplete.... i really cannot imagine how a christian viewing it can come out the otherside without challenging their belief systems to it's natural conclusion ie GOD's nature rules... but my experience of the christians is that they can... and so unless Jesus thinks differently i will give that one a miss!....... a bit of me wants to cheerfully leave them to tjheir own devices ...... they can watch together on their own.... have their innane half hearted conversations never getting to GOD's truth because they are comfortable in theri own statusquo belief Lord... and yet they are not.... the film about Lonnie Frisbee enables some deep questions to be met.... fairly recently i met somebody who had actually been in the right place in the right time and had met lonnie frisbee... i asked aobut him and found there were one or two details that were not apparent from the actual story told... which to me personally mattered to the narrative.... and that is before one actually can ask questions about what happened to LF what did not happen and does it matter?...i am told that John Wimber pencils him out of the narrative of the history of the vineyard movement for example... but i found him on a history of pentecostal healing ministries set out on a chart by some american... so why controversy? afterall Paul Caine seems to have managed to have homosexual scandal after homosexual scandal and survive physically.... and many more have had an array of physical scandals with women and survived like Martin Luther King for example... so why this odd thing about purity amongst the evangelicals to me getting married or being romantically involved already closes the door on stuff usually i mean how can one authentically stand there and say Jesus is number 1 for me and then say wife is ok too.... what really is the point of getting married if it's not for love? expedience?..... purity amongst evangelicals really is quite a lie most of the time there are some ugly sexual tendencies LIKE the way women are actually viewed
gottago
GOD BLESS!
Peace and Love,
Home
Search
Calendar
Login
Register