uncertainty invites expansion and development .. certainty invites standstill....  i like the tension of Jesus 'follow me' and the 'you can't go where i am going'... how confusing is that? well not at all the question posed by the human is in one place and the invitation from Jesus is completely coming from a different place altogether.... and earthly thoughts  is earthly thoughts and understanding Heaven is Heaven above worldly understandings.... parochiality is parochiality Heaven is unlimited potential of the unknown and thankfully not stoppable by our ... parochiality?

ok here's one i made earlier i liked it so here it is... what a cheat!... has anything actually happened since this morning or thoughts or anything that's why i came in isn't it?  fleetingly met mog... and am reminded that i am bunking an invite to a seder event... even though i was so invited i got phoned up to make sure whether i was coming cos well it's lamb and so i would need vegetarian option... can't i just bring a quorn sausage or something apparently not it affects entire prep.... well i have been thinking about this... seder is a great idea but hardly authentic i mean it's not really well like something we grew up with ...??? at first i thought hey you know if it were like being invited onto someone's turf for this that would be an honour and truely cool.... and then well ,,,confronted with everyone chomping on lamb -suddenly felt queasy.... and confronted with not knowing about whether i came or not creating a problem all lam eaters welcome at the 11th hour but this nauighty veggie sort of ... had to book in advance.... how brat like can a brat be i ask you?... what a lot of apologetics for.... to get to .... well.... yesterday i tried to go to a group that turned out not to be on and was confronted with a young person who Bless them! did their best to answer my questions ... i came away with the notion that it was on tonite instead and well that sorted that out? via two adult communciations to check stuff out.... the joys of not having a mobile phone in an era where it is the christian's essential accessory... carry a bible optional ... but lose your mobile phone and!!!!

but the odd thing was that though i ended up standing in the cold and the dark for an inordinate amount of time yesterday ... and yet it i felt it was all GOD planned!

it is true that if i had a mobile phone all this would be straight forward! or would it?


how weird thought i had done one of these earlier!...

what really excited me though was later that evening i got to pray for a non christian friend!!!! am completely overexcited about that cos i just asked they completely surprise me by declaring my GREAT FAITH !! it's like the Holy Spirit was everywhere! and it was so easy after that.. to do... how GOD IS THAT!!!!

GOD BLESS!

Peace and Love,
dunno gottago