knackering day... still, got some housework done! the imminent arrival of someone to do something complete with estimated time of arrival needing to have room to do the whatevers me needing to have a relative momentum of evidence of housework under control.... set the alarm actually throw some stuff out! now there's a novelty... see it's been quite an unusual day! so unusual that ... now why does one not do more of it? that housework i mean... gives such asense of accomplishment and all those annoying sights and occasional smells vanish! imminent arrival of someone did not quite happen on time but i somehow felt Blessed as i discovered some grime thje likes of which frankly took me by surprise ... it's been an odd winter this one feels like an assault of grime in its many manifestations and even after the usual occasional onslaught of cleaning like not that long ago! here it is back again! with its uncomfortable truths... i don't have time or inclination to keep up with this... and for every small change in household or habits seems to bring about a multitude of unforeseen consequences... i am struggling for instance.... i now have to use matches or a lighter and recycled matches to light my hob... some enthusiastic cleaning has left me with no electric lighter... you have no idea how irritating this is.. plumes of sulphur everywhere or the smell of burnt wood leaving stuff you can hardly escape breathing in that you wouldn't normally!
i actually find myself preoccupied... so preoccupied that:... lent practice is well sidewinding on and off... i have 3 things of the day and manage 1-2 of 3 sometimes not even getting to any of them.. no excuses.... my life feels so stretched out... i can do A but not B at location theta i can do B but not C or A at location ypsillon and so on... the world is so to some extent and i is so to the other half... acquisition of technology suitable for home application may indeed on the surface put everytjhing on that one surface... but there is something about ... no it's not about the convenience that makes positive sense ... no it's thujat bizarre expectation that i will go along with all this because its there and everyone's antennae are out for that positive sense and so everyone gets sensible... which makes no sense not to really..... well yes i is deeply suspicious of the modern era of what is easier....
here is the dilemma am just watching something from the pre-techno era ... everything nearly everything i follow comes from an earlier era where folks used eyes and ears and imagination and spirit and truth and whether they wanted to or not strive but they did something or nothing a free choice... in some ways we now live in an era of well we can hardly say it can't be done cos there's no-one to show me how.... they them of those time s gone by had gramophones as the limited source of the world at a view ... when i was young i didn't quite appreciate it as i am envious of those old enough to remember.... telling of their adventures to get a grip of what someone was playing to learn at distance. but it's that thing about dunno the rhyuthm of Creation is it hijacked on all our meddling or are our meddlings part of the plan..... is one a different species? can't simply identify as different species cos of Jesus...when actually all my lamenting is cos i ain't trusting enough in that resource..
International women's day well rememberd! nearly missedit! i was alerted of it's presence by a male christian/ a comment in passing ... they are i have to say not disrespectful.... and have some good attributes on the matter... but if you were to lay the women's revolution in their lap to lead (well come on guys of your brothers and sisters who do you think is actually gonna be given the credibility to lead the revolution?) they probs would think it's already happened ... or it can manage completely well without him /////// seems a guy from my church went to the Interantional womens day of prayer ... it was held right where i was just up the road to but managed not to discover til after it was to late! still GOD is GOD all right man brought back the service sheet!... why do i feel so weary with the Women's international day of prayer?... well 2 reasons really....1 cos it's so painful how poignant all these prayers and words and thoughts from women from some pretty painful countries 2... where is Jesus? well if i don't turn up how can i possibley know if Jesus turned up for Martha, Mary Magdalene or any other women..... but anyhow .... this year Habbakuk i get it confused with Haggai
well i feel i have a GOD story today....
it concerns an ailment that i have been praying about.... i insist on saying that GOD is my doctor ... and believe this is have been ailing and praying for 3 days and guess what!.... it hgappens after i have done worship ailment has like mostly unafflicted! i am a little Amazed a little humbled by Grace!
gottagonow
GOD BLESS!
Peace and Love,
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