a few minutes... this is the resounding theme of apportioning of time.... but tbh not to GOD... who has been busy putting me in touch with one or two folks i haven't seen for a while.....   catching up.... hey!

one of those is a christian i haven't seen for a year.... previously they always were full of the Holy Spirit.... someone with a unredoubtable (?) passion for GOD .. a passionate person who has been dealt a pretty challenging basket of life... one that would be too much for many of us...!!!! and of course the church has been next to no help whatsoever!  the one thing that is different from last year is that i wonder ... what has happened to GOD... i pick up something ... it doesn't surprise me  that things fall flat for me?... what they have done is and i add my question mark here? cos i don't honestly know... the future is looking up but where is GOD? ... they has traded in GOD? for a support.... i recall that previously this human form that offered a whole lot of stuff that GOD was useless at.... you know the thing....  the church had i was a little surprised to hear rather a lot to say about it.... which of course where the church has nothing obviously helpful to add in place is a fat lot of good!....  the person looked well worn out.....  all too much....  what can one say.... how often do we think or feel that and move on?

GOD was good yesterday in mysteriousl ways.....   i took part in something.... my contribution wz weird and i was well .... and afterwards i approached one person to ask about something and they shocked me by being the one of few to have liked my contribution... a bit of me was thinking 'you must be joking!' but somehow and mysteriously they had....   liked it... the seeds are sown????!!!!  is what GOD had mysteriously seemed to say to me beforehand no afterward... and me i was bemused perplexed...  but GOD is GOD and me is me and GOD will use any sort of situation to GOOD USE even if we knows nothing about what is going on! it bemused me

GOD BLESS!

Peace and Love,