..you'll see you'll feel better in a few weeks or so... says my neighbour being my BELOVED neighbour of GOD... i am sitting outside as they come past noticing me look tired .. i confess that how fed i am with church....  i am reminiscing in my mind at that moment that whole moment of church of walking into a sermon yesterday,,,  and so someone kindov understands... listens.. helps... before they let me go.....  psalm 42 how the deer pants etc.... i love that song i say... mmm read the whole psalm they mutter a few lines and i am left thinking the song doesn't do it justice .... you know what i er.... am planning to go to a cafe and i seem to have taken inordinate attention to bringing my Bible with me !:

Psalm 42 (Amplified Bible)

Psalm 42
BOOK TWO
To the Chief Musician. A skillful song, or a didactic or reflective poem, of the sons of Korah.
 1AS THE hart pants and longs for the water brooks, so I pant and long for You, O God.
    2My inner self thirsts for God, for the living God. When shall I come and behold the face of God?(A)

    3My tears have been my food day and night, while men say to me all day long, Where is your God?

    4These things I [earnestly] remember and pour myself out within me: how I went slowly before the throng and led them in procession to the house of God [like a bandmaster before his band, timing the steps to the sound of music and the chant of song], with the voice of shouting and praise, a throng keeping festival.

    5Why are you cast down, O my inner self? And why should you moan over me and be disquieted within me? Hope in God and wait expectantly for Him, for I shall yet praise Him, my Help and my God.

    6O my God, my life is cast down upon me [and I find the burden more than I can bear]; therefore will I [earnestly] remember You from the land of the Jordan [River] and the [summits of Mount] Hermon, from the little mountain Mizar.

    7[Roaring] deep calls to [roaring] deep at the thunder of Your waterspouts; all Your breakers and Your rolling waves have gone over me.

    8Yet the Lord will command His loving-kindness in the daytime, and in the night His song shall be with me, a prayer to the God of my life.

    9I will say to God my Rock, Why have You forgotten me? Why go I mourning because of the oppression of the enemy?

    10As with a sword [crushing] in my bones, my enemies taunt and reproach me, while they say continually to me, Where is your God?

    11Why are you cast down, O my inner self? And why should you moan over me and be disquieted within me? Hope in God and wait expectantly for Him, for I shall yet praise Him, Who is the help of my countenance, and my God.

i ignore the thess cross ref... but go to John 7:37

v 37Now on the final and most important day of the Feast, Jesus stood, and He cried in a loud voice, If any man is thirsty, let him come to Me and drink!

  and the resonance of "All who are thirsty"

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=REFly2UKrTE&feature=related  which was the first tolerABLE version i coul find

i love the noise of the   words in the psalm... the cafe is playing some music that somehow......

ooh guess what.. i have just prayed for an ant... and off it's gone! half squashed it by accident...oops and was pondering my options take it outside? squash it put it out of its misery.... prayer ..Revived it!! i feel all emotional now...

and i glanced across to psalm 40 (amplified)


sitting outside ... i have it seems a dilemma.... a course is starting tomorrow and i'm not yet signed up... it's cos i want to be sure that it's what GOD wants rather than what i want....   i am staring into space asking GOD saying i'm not ready..... 'YOU ARE'  it's those moments .... where you are asking you find the question.... finally ... i have to say i did not expect that answer... and here i am for the second time feeling emotional tears in my eyes.....   remembering that i subsequently asked GOD but should i go.....  and at that point i could not hear the answer cos there was me interfering .......   oh GOD i hope this is right

ok sooo left cafe and was about to go one way when i came here instead.... and on the way who should i meet... GOD IS IN THE HOUSE... person at my church ....  the one person i know who is truely buried in GOD right now....  AMAZING!!!  you know what no prayer is wasted... it's been a tough few years... and this person has Sprung Up!... of late they have been on a continuous stream of Prophetic Words... they have felt that calling and have now strode out... they have they tell me been felt drawn to strangers to give words sometimes Christians sometimes non Christians... i am wowed... they see me they say the Holy Spirit is all over me wow do i need that encouragement...  some folks walk past i am amazingly drawn to them wow the Holy Spirit is over them... they  are they muslim... who cares... one of the things that moved me most was when my Christian compatriot told how GOD had got a non Christian to give them a word  .... something of change is in the air all right!

what i love about GOD is ... if you were choosing someone to grow and tend and nurture... well GOD goes straight for the jugular... the heart.. and over many years many difficulties grows the person....  and uses the person never mind the outside the finished article or anything else....  i tell you i am listening to the stories with some sense of envy the stories  of sight and encouragement..a nd there's me being bratsome.. i am humbled...

but GOD has not finsished there there i am sitting here when there is a bang on the window one of the folks of my church looking amazing in the Glory i am thinking wow i must have missed some church yesterday.... we chat ... they didn't go either....  this too is GOD Appointment...


GOD BLESS YOU!

Peace and LOVE!!!  it's in the air somewhere...

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=FhhpHEasoPo&feature=autoplay&list=PLCD09BAF21925BFEB&index=8&playnext=1

this is Lydia Stanley main worship leader for the Bay of the Holy Spirit Mobile Alabama archives on GODtv.... that movement and me parted company quite suddenly one day .. i was mosing through the archives when i noticed that one particular one was the most listened to/watched... so i went onto that expecting to see spectacular Amazing GOD AT WORK .....  to find a talk on Israel it was the recent somethingorothers....  the Bible says versus GOD Calls you to...  that's what i was saying to my Good Neighbour earlier  that GOD CALLS YOU that GOD FACES YOU wants to look you in the eye wants you to look into the Father's Heart's Eye.. you know i don't need to say the what comes next but hey we is such a sinful folk.... the sorries just flow from the heart and that's what i don't need to say cos sayin it makes it a religious walk of expectation whereas GOD IS IS ALL ABOUT PROCESS the mainstay is HIS HEALING HIS LOVE COME DOWN FOR YOU.. and as for the guilt .... 'CHILD' ....I GUILTFREE...  CLEANSING AND LOVING YOU FREE MY SISTER BROV

and as i spoke of the expansive nature of GOD's AMBITIONS not to settle with hey Peter fouled up but THAT VISION of you ain't seen nuffin yet and why does all these Revival Meetings Heal only the few even Todd Bentley... a recent witness .... was there before well whatever happened was....   and spoke of the 'nothing like it'.... of what they witnessed.. somewhere in that piece me animated having stood up now facing them THE BIG WORD "COME" which i shared

to my GOOD Neighbour of earlier

GOD BLESS YOU!