Message #1833

[ecuworrier]

it's lovely here what with a bit of Coltrane and stuff...

today has been **** hot bizzy and am well bogged down with the... oh nos of life...  tomorrow preoccupation is gonna be time squeeze and me is i ready to be time squeezed... spect i'll be up late again!

yesterday again visit to hey church was cool ! well GOD is Cool!.... the talk topic is cool and pretty much avoided Paul but then maybe...  i just knew when to walk out in time.....  this Forgiveness thing is cool they is in the wrong hey cool ! i think we all need a bit of a pep talk... from time to time...  to get it on with GOD! ... it seems so long ago and it just feels an age ago.... ah yes me is surely feelin distant though cos i waltzes in avoids folks i don't want to sit with don't sing bits of song i don't want to find a nice private space and even ... well there i am singin worship in the corridoors... what's that all about reminds me that of a few days previous there i sat.... i was looking for something pentecostal like where to go this year like .... like when actually was pentecost since last year was seems evryone was there...  from america and far and wide everyone wanted a special pentecostal visitor!

   i listened to this since no-onw was doin much as yet....   and i feel somethin of a fondness for anyone who is prepared to sit it out in the corridors of a religioius institution while they is bein whipped for the pleasure must be someone GOD is doin somethin to...  i mean who in theri right minds would go to bible college in contemporary inngland!....  where they is not wanted!...  so me there in the corridor and i goyttago!

i sure was enjoying the corridor experience ... the band started worship and i from outside the main room could just about make out the worship words.... i really was enjoying this.... i could see the service leader stand up and say some words and i just could not here what was said the band continued to play and i just asked GOD i guess i found myself instead of stepping closer to hear what was being said to step further away and towards the exit....  i felt a little bemused and then.... i was outside what was ... i'd felt myself somehow led there and i looked around ... in view there was one group of people getting into a car and close by the door was someone faffing with a mobile phone thing.... that person caught my eye and asked for directions to go in ... i said come with me... we shook hands exchanging introductions... i led them inside to the main room letting them in before me....  they stood for a second or two and turned round.. what is this? a church... it's not what they were looking for.. oh!? .. i explained what had happened and muttered a few words appropriate to what had just happened and off they went!..... me i felt sure that GOD was indeed in control and what had just happened was exactly what was meant to...

 mog and me goes for coffee again... the same woman who appeared last time we woz there is here again but sits at another table at first i did not recognise her....  it's only as she passes by me clearly not walking freely that i recognise her.....  i'll tell you what though sitting there talking GOD stuff with mog and watching the world go by folks with mobility issues are strugglin everywhere and each limp and wheelchair catches my attention... all those struggles of life AND...GOD wants to....  save

some funky music:http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2tLWLNhBWfY&feature=related