Message #174

[ecuworrier]

ooh er.... didn't make it to church and didn't go for the mop up either .... dunno i just felt far removed from church.... that way of stealing into GOD's Presence... but GOD han't forgot and so ended up in cafe catching up with the newspaper turning towards.....  i didn't get why... reading the first reading well.....   it was one of those my-heart-is- pure i was turning in my seat i tell you!  i tell you i have never got on with those ones

and here i found some music to make me squirm some more....:



ok... confession time.... a not dealing with too far?...... as near as a coupla weeks ago.... yes that is what i 'heard' my smoking patterns to be reduced to 5-aday......  the sustainable shortening of my general smoking with GOD's HELP....

now i have not got that far.... but i chatted about the logistics yesterday... so how would 5 a day look in practical terms well .... 1 in the morning...... 1 at tea(i understood pm) and 3 in the evening....  that's a whole lot of habit bustin at has to be said ... like what hapens to all the ones in between.... i feel numbeddaunted... and as i started today... well one in the morning.... it did not last long!!!  but i can't say i didn't 'Hear'.....


GOD BLESS!

Peace and Love,

time is short here so.....  through a whole pile of readings....